[pnpgm] Game Update #84a - File #445 - Recap and comments
Scott Adams
longshot at darktech.org
Fri Oct 24 06:32:26 CEST 2008
HT Alias/Player Character Name Type Status/Notes Sex
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R1 John Haight...........Arawn.............Druid .Normal/Alfar Ma
?? Chris Wells...........Ben'dar...........Warrior.Normal/Human Ma
R1 Tom Corckett..........Caladan...........Wizard Normal/Human Ma
W2 Marcel Liberty........Chion.............Sailor..Normal/Human Ma
-- Tobie Bonahoom........Fremea............Sidh....NormalFaerry Fe
Do David Sanders.........Kiet.Sunan........Acrobat Normal/Human Ma
R? J H Hooten............Raban.Usherwood...Bard....Normal/Human..Ma
W4 Wout Broere...........Unali.............Ninja...Normal/Human Fe
R4 Alex Koponen..........Z'leyra...........Healer..Normal/Human Fe
Animals: Corona [Eagle] Z'leyra, Boyzdar [Wolf] (Strie'bog),
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Game Update #84a in sequence (file #445)
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[Recap]
From Raban: [Re: Actions]
<oops I forgot about casting speed, rush work needed lower El or
is cast by Enl faster?>
<Elf Chain is for Kings, Elf Plate is a myth! LOL Must be an odd
world. Price? By original books it could reach 100,000 gold so a
real estimate would be >1000 gold I would expect.>
Raban smiles as he listens to Chion's story, such a unique
entrance this visitor had. Perhaps it was required that she
bring nothing with her to reduce the risks to A'kril, if so she
should be a competent mage. Likely there is political factions
involved and this place was brought for some power play. But if
so, then there are dangers here more than we have seen as Great
Mages would have seen most of this as just a nuisance.
Raban (to Arawn) "My deepest apologies, I failed to keep the
peace you desired. I even misjudged what their leader thought
was his advantage, fortunately it was not beyond our capabilities.
I saw this leader was one like many in power, he would not care
if we had all died in route or in his presence. We were but a
curiosity to examine and be disposed of if not of use. It is
possible he would have honored your peace for a while and then
summoned the guards to dispose of us anyway. I was prepared for
that and would have moved to protect the ladies and yourself when
the time came. As long as they had not removed your weapons, that
would have been enough to put us back on more even ground again.
But something happened and all plans were ruined, it is very hard
to stop a fight once blood has been spilled. I did what I could
to protect the others and even tried not to kill at first, but
there were too many to take the extra time needed. Sadly it is
far easier to kill than render someone unconscious."
Raban (to Caladan) "I am still sure that this A'kril was not of
high standing, and should not have been the ruler of such a place.
Yet he seems to have been bound to this place for a long time?
There is much here that I do not understand, but I am usually a
good judge of people."
Raban (to ?) "If we continue to have such violent meetings, I
am going to need some armor. I can remake my leather with material
from other such armors but it has shown that it will not last very
long. It was designed mostly to reduce scratches and such from
rough travel and not from weapons. Does anyone know of a way for
me to get somewhat more durable armor while we are here? If not, I
will just have to try harder not to be hit so much, though so far
that has not been very effective."
<Thought Train Derailed! Oh the Carnage as it smashes into other
innocent thoughts.... There was something else I was going to add
and Oooo look a shiney..>
GM: Ack. Speed would've been 3 seconds sooner Kiet would've died. So
might not have helped. As to plate there is a story behind it
one day you guys will learn. :) When I have to read long posts
like the one I do I tend to get the file and go line by line and
delete stuff not needed to reply. Then type up a reply as I see
something. That way I don't have to re-read the long post or
such. Since I forget too :)
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From Fremea: [Re: Actions]
Fremea would like the powders - later if need be though. (She
wonders if the gem in the mantle can be pried loose without it
activating anything else.)
"I will search with you. It seems there are needs that I can help
with in finding out what is hidden around here."
GM: Ack.
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From Ben'dar: [Re: Actions]
Ben'Dar scowls at Chion, but after a few seconds he grins. "Ever
the trickster. Lucky I did not remove your head!"
Ben'Dar doesn't seem interested in any of the specific loot
items. He nods agreement with Caladan. "Yes, those heavily
injured should rest here." he indicates one of the secret rooms
adjacent to the main room, preferably one with no other entrance
and a door that is hidden when closed. "While those of us less
injured can scout out the surrounding area." Ben'Dar suggests
that Unali and Chion scout ahead, while He and Arawn follow to
provide support if needed. If others more heavily injured wish
to join, he nods, impressed with their boldness.
Before heading out to explore, Ben'Dar will accept non-magical
healing from Z'leyra.
GM: Ack.
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From Arawn: [Re: Actions]
Arawn accepted Unali's apology with a smile.
"There is no need to apologize for you did what you felt you
must but the thought is welcome, Unali. Thank you."
He then moved to check on Kiet, offering what comfort he could,
concern and compassion in his eyes as he watched the man convulse
before Z'leyra got the situation under control, the druid close at
hand if help was needed. When it became apparent that Kiet was
finally stabilized Arawn gave him a soft and comforting look
before turning his attention to his own depletion. Moving beside
Raban he inquired about the Angelica and found himself rewarded
with a quickly poured dose. Smiling Arawn took the Angelica
potion from the giant's hand.
"Thank you, Raban. I appreciate it."
After downing the potion Arawn felt the flush of energy coursing
through his system and considered using his own powers to restore
himself to full capacity. Realizing that restoring it should aid
his casting he decided to do so (Energy EL0, up to 2 times to
restore his Energy levels, cast with the wand). As he did so he
took note of Raban's vulnerable state.
"The others have protection of some sort and I can hand my armor
over as I will be wearing the plate armor. Unfortunately I do not
think it would fit one as large as you. Still, I would hate to
see you unprotected. If you wish I can craft you armor to wear
that should last until this mission is over."
If Raban can wear armor sized for a regular man then Arawn can
hand his own scale mail to him. Otherwise he'll have to resort to
another trick...
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During the rest period Arawn brings to the attention of the
magical healers of the group the benefits of Blessings (for CON)
combined with Luck spells to assist in a successful healing for
those who have been magically healed recently in a day.
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As the group went over the room Arawn continued to study the
chandalier before finally speaking aloud.
"I'm not entirely sure of this but I'm wondering if this entire
area is warded, not just against dangerous magics but also against
magic and abilities that sense magic in the first place. It
would make sense for a wizard in such an abode as this to ward
it against other enemy casters, blocking their efforts to scan
its defenses and thus leaving them in a precarious situation
should spell battle occur.
I noticed that two candles are not lit on the chandalier,
unusual if only for the fact that the other candles are lit.
Considering the wards, both known and unknown, I'm wondering if
the Dark Lightning and possible Dispel were linked to the candles.
If so that means the other candles could be representative of
other wards in place, local or otherwise, and if so I wonder,
would it be wise to extinguish them? Will that set off the wards
or shut them down? And does anyone know of the old magics that
would see through spells to obscure magic?"
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In regards to the unusual coins Arawn states that they could have
possible collector value if the right buyer can be located, thus
making them more valuable then being mere coin.
Arawn would like to save what mana he has left for the night
but, if after everything else that might be mentioned in this
post, anyone still wants to identify the magical items right
now as opposed to the morning, let me know.
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Arawn stood beside Fremea as he looked at the dead Dark Elf.
"I am glad that we are alive but I do not hate these elves. I have
never heard of them before which sends a few thoughts through my
mind but I cannot judge them while knowing only a little of them.
There hatred, well-founded or otherwise, will only serve to
destroy them and I wish to know from whence it came, though it
seems linked to the days of ancient past. I pity them for
suffering the baggage of such hate, for it is a poison that eats
at the soul and can rob one of joy and love."
Kneeling down he took a bit of charred skin and nail clipping and
wrapped them carefully in some nearby cloth from a more intact
fallen.
"I'll see what I can find out later."
Looking down at the vase containing A'kril's ashes he addressed
the entire group.
"It is a pity that this should end in slaughter. He was a man
only seeking to protect himself against invaders, as any of us
would have done if strangers arrived uninvited into our homes
after killing our beloved allies and pets. He did not initiate
combat and it is a shame that our group was the one to do so,
resulting in the murder of a man in his home.
I know that there are times when we must fight but I hope that we
can learn that an enemy does not always hide behind every door,
even if some are mixed in the fold," he added as he looked at the
Dark Elves. "In doing so we might miss the chance for a friend
because we are too set in turning them into an enemy."
There was a sad look on his face as he continued,
"I hope that such a mistake doesn't come to haunt us again."
He paused a moment in respectful silence before continuing.
"My thoughts go back to the words of the prophet shared by the
High Elder.
"In the days before the Second Great Plaque a son of the ice
warrior will come in a mysterious manner. The Chosen One will
lead the Son to seek the Outsiders. The floating dark cloud will
mark its shadow on the cold and bring a great blight to the land.
The tainted and cursed one will seek friendship before death
comes.Through group confluence shall the terror be dealt with..."
A'kril seemed willing to talk over fight and his final words
still ring in my ears, "I'm free."
He seemed oddly happy to die and combined with the rapid aging
of the body leads meto believe that he may have been cursed to
remain here for some purpose, though I do not know what. All this
seems to indicate he might have been the one mentioned in the
line, ' Thetainted and cursed one will seek friendship before
death comes.'" He looked down at the ashes and whispered, "You
have mine Master A'kril." Arawn then looked up and continued,
"With his death I wonder, what is the 'terror' mentioned or have
was he guarding it? If so, I dread to think what has been
released. I would question A'kril's spirit but I fear Caladan
is likely right. Casting such a spell here could prove disastrous.
If only there were a way to perceive the all the wards and what
theydo? Maybe one of the candles serves as the focus for the
masking magic, hmmm?"-
GM: Ack. Reminder that casting through staff or wands cost more
mana than normal. Keep in mind the time of day. To rest the
night you'd have to go a good 13 hours :) Your taking some
skin and nail? That is severe desecration for a druid. Its
one thing taking animal skin and samples. But another to take
human or elven samples. You sure you want to do it?
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From Raban: [Re: Reaction to Arawn]
[***Arawn's part of email deleted***]
Raban sighs, "When you have arms larger than most mens legs, you
become used to making your own clothing and most anything else.
No armor sized for a normal man can be fit to me without huge gaps
needing to be filled in. If someone was skilled in such work, they
could make partial armor out of some of the suits that could be
better than none at all. Perhaps there is magic to make armor
grow in some manner, but it would need to about double in size.
There may even be magic to create armor my size, but would it
last long enough to be useful? I need flexible armor that does
not hinder my movements much, though I will admit, the heavy
armor others have here sure would have been useful. Perhaps I
should invest in some heavier magic armor if I am to get in such
trouble like this in the future. I never really needed it before
and what damage that I did take healed in a couple days. Most
fights I was involved in were not serious, a few light hits and
they were over. Even the few creatures I have seen would ratherrun
than face me, well other than a pack of wolves that took more
convincing. But if you can somehow make or fit armor for me, I
would be grateful. I cannot afford to keep taking damage like
this if I am to protect the ladies like I promised." <Raban took
enough to kill most anyone else I would expect, but I could be
wrong ;) >
GM: Ack.
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From Unali: [Re: Actions]
Unali thinks it is a good plan to start exploring the ground
floor in a msall group. She looks towards Chion with a faint
smile. "Are you ready now to look for the kitchen? I still could
use some hot tea." and she walks towards the side chamber
previously explored by Fremea as a starting point.
GM: Ack.
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From Ben'dar :[Re: Actions]
Ben'Dar rolls his eyes at Raban's speech and grins mischieviously.
"Most of these ladies you keep talking about defending could
kill you where you stand, friend." Then he grows more serious.
"I have some skill in leatherworking and can make you some supple,
lightweight armor that will afford you some protection while not
inhibiting your movement. But it will have to wait until we're
finished exploring this cursed magical place."
Ben'Dar hears Arawn's words. "Enemies are to be killed, not to
drink tea with," he growls. "He wanted to take our lives. His
warriors waited to ambush us. His fate is just."
GM: Ack.
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From Raban: [Re: Reaction to Ben'dar]
[*** Ben'dar's email part deleted ***]
But I do not know how to make armor that way. Maybe between us
we can more quickly remake my leathers so I have a little
protection if no magical means can be found to help. I think I
will need it quite soon if this place continues to act like it
has so far."
"As a druid, Arawn's words are law to many peoples. As a bard,
I must try to follow them as much as I can, though I am finding
that difficult."
GM: Ack. I wonder if I accidentally lost some of your text? :<
The but seems a odd place to start. Sorry if I did.
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From Kiet: [Re: Actions]
[*** Arawn's email part deleted ***]
Kiet is not comforted at all...and only glares back at Arawn
with ill-concealed hostility. To Z'leyra and Raban Kiet says,
"I do not understand that man! If he is not an imbecile he is
a fool! His lack of action may well have killed several of us.
And it's not the first time. These people and things here are
Chaos and Kotothi! We can only trust them to harm or hinder us."
Louder, and to the whole group "There is a storage room off that-
a- way (west?) that may have some items of value. After I have
caught my breath, I would like to join the group hunting around.
When we get back, however, I very much would like to get my hands
on that last live guard and ask him a few 'pointed' questions.
I can be, um, persuasive in my own way. If someone needs to
stay behind and watch the good fellow, I'll volunteer."
"Also, I wanted to state to the Group how thankful I am for you
that helped or tried to help me. I am thankful to be alive."
"Raban and especially Fremea, I tried to keep the bad guys from
you both...and only partially succeeded...but I did try...and
was successful more often than once. I'm sorry it couldn't have
been more."
GM: Ack.
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From Z'leyra: [Re: Actions]
Z'leyra will mention that if and when she has time she as a
master armorer and weaponsmith will be happy to make armor and a
weapon for each member of the party. She notes that such items
take time to make and that she is a very busy person. In other
words you might have to wait awhile for her to get it done.
Likely months, maybe more. However she does fine work and enchants
it with strong magics. Unfortunately for the Sidh, she does not
know how to make Elven alloy so any that she makes will have iron
as the primary ingredient.
"A downside to having powerful armor, weapons or items is that
the gods seem to expect more and set greater challenges."
GM: Ack.
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From Raban: [Re: Reaction to Kiet/Z'leyra]
[*** Kiet's email part deleted ***]
Raban sighs, "No it is usually not a good idea to trust those of
Kototh or Chaos but anyone who can pass the training to be a
Druid cannot be a fool or an idiot. Maybe it is just because he
is not a human that we have difficulty understanding his intent.
My Bardic teacher was an Elf so I know the Sidh are very different
from humans, enough so that you must be careful not to expect a
human answer. But remember this, no Sidh is likely to trust Kototh
or Chaos even minutely, yet Arawn tried to learn something from
them. I can only hope those smarter and wiser than I, know what
they are doing."
<Yes Raban depends on his horse to answer such tough questions
too ;) >
Raban (to Kiet) "You took many risks to help others and may have
saved lives doing so. Even I could not have taken many more hits.
That is the danger of being out numbered, you are more easily
hurt. If you can keep an enemy from a friends back, you have
greatly helped your friend, even if you do not hurt that enemy."
[*** Z'leyra's email part deleted ***]
Raban says to Z'leyra with a smile, "I would love to have you
make me armor powerful enough to worry the gods, you can take my
measurements anytime you wish." then continues "Do you really
think that armor would change how they treat such as I? Is it
not obvious that I have been chosen to entertain them, why else
would a boy training to be a great dancer suddenly grow to a size
to be ridiculed off the stage no matter the quality of his
performance? So I chose a Goddess who would love me as well as
be entertained by me and if she chooses harder tasks for me it
will be because she knows I will do all I can for her. But if a
tasks needs doing, does it matter whether you are armored or
naked? You must still do your best to achieve it. Perhaps it is
the other way around, the gods knew you had a difficult task and
arranged for you to acquire powerful tools to perform it?"
GM: Ack.
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From Chion: [Re: Actions]
Listening to himself tell the story of his experience, Chion
has a few more insights as to the nature of the fire haired
woman. "She would seem to have obviously come here before.
Knowing both the guards outside as well as the inner chamber's
contents. It is safe to presume from what was said in here and
by her that she was just a visitor and not someone who lives
here. While she could obviously answer some questions, she
wouldn't know this place to well. This guard is probably our
best hope of understanding what is happening here. Or to
question the dead, if their spirits remain. (unsure if elven
spirits remain after death he looks to Awarn)."
"Another thing to consider is that we could not see how large
this keep is from the outside due to the weather. It is curious
to me that the owner would be only two rooms in. Obviously there
is a place needed to keep gaurds and feed people and such. There
is no doubt we should explore further. I need to contact the High
Elder and talk with him on what has happened first though." He
will look at his staff. "I wonder if it will work from within
here."
He'll try to contact the High Elder to let him know the mess
they have made, and the attacks they encountered outside. It
seems that this place is a strong force for the chaotic unknown
at this point. But not knowing the nature of the red-head, he
will reserve judgement until more is known, of course.
GM: Ack.
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From Arawn: [Re: Reply to others]
As Raban, Ben’dar, and Kiet responded to Arawn’s words and
actions the alfar remained quiet and apparently unfazed by the
hostility khown him. He had encountered such reactions countless
times in the realms of the gods, his views clashing with the
passionate prejudices prevalent among the immortals. He took
the time to take in their words before responding in a calm and
even voice, a challenge for him at times considering his own
passionate nature but he had developed his self-control through
introspection, broadening perspectives, natural strength, and
focusing on love.
Arawn replied to Raban:
“Thank you, Raban, for trying to keep the peace. Trying your
best is all I can ask,” he said with a smile. “But I do not think
A’kril was like many others in power you may have encountered in
your past. I could be wrong, I am aware, but I don’t think he
would so callously throw us aside without provocation. But we
will never know. All I can say, as advice, is that we should be
careful about making assumptions without need, especially with
little to base it off of.
It is a challenge I face regularly, to balance the art of a
warrior, a druid, and a diplomat. Which path to choose at times
can be confusing but I choose to focus on my goal- peace, love,
and understanding between all things. Something that has set me
apart from many mortals and immortals alike, but it is a path I
choose because I believe the goal is worth it, no matter how hard
or lonely the path can sometimes be.”
Turning to include Ben’dar the sidh added,
“I understand the need to defend against an enemy but was he?
The dark elves, for me at least, yes, but A’kril? We had spoken
before, about the line that blurs between friend, stranger, and
enemy. We came here looking for an enemy, not knowing if one was
here or not, and, so, found one. Whether A’kril was truly our
enemy we do not know, he could have been a friend, but we hunted
so hard for an enemy we may have found an enemy amongst those
who weren’t.
The man did as I imagine any man, Zenda or otherwise, would. He
sought to defend himself against intruders that invaded his
home, killed his pets or loved ones, and then attacked him.
Remember, A’kril did not strike the first blow, we did. Would
you have done any different in his place?
And remember, for an enemy, he sought to save Z’leyra’s life
from the Darkling Light by dispelling it when the fight still
seemed in his favor
” Sensing the frustration and anger seething
within Kiet Arawn regarded him calmly and lovingly.
“You have suffered much here today, Kiet. I am sorry for your
hurt. I do not think you understand my actions, my motives.
Those who almost died here today did not suffer so due to
inaction on my part, for my apparent inaction was a choice, an
action, and a statement, but almost died due to the actions of
others. A'kril did not strike first, we did. He reacted to our
actions, from which this trouble sprang.
I seek for peace among all, as hard as that is. If I did not I
would be no different from most of the immortals, Sidh included,
for they hold this realm and the mortals that walk upon it as
insects or a blight to be destroyed in some cases, Since they
were here first, are they right? I do not believe so for there
is something greater in the universe that we do not see.
To focus on our hate and prejudices feeds suffering. I agree
that one must be wary while looking for peace but as adventurers
it is all too easy to err on the side of violence when it might
not be a wise choice. Such actions perpetuate and empower forces
of evil, such as Chaos and the Great Serpent as you mention,
while weakening the forces of good and of love. It is such views
that allows humans to war against each other and to hate the Sidh,
hunting and enslaving them when they are innocent, as happened
to Fremea. Do not assume that I am unaware of need for violence
at times, if you know my mother and father you would realize
that I was raised amidst war and violence as much as I was in
magic, art, and civility. I am sorry we do not see eye to eye
but know that I love you all, as I do all things, regardless of
how you and they may feel about me and my ways. I too have much
to learn but I hope that in time we will be able to walk
harmoniously together someday.” When the time is right Arawn
adds to his talk with Raban: “I have heard what you had to say
and it seems you have interpreted my request as law. I did not
mean for this my friend. It was a request. I am not here now to
give orders but to share lessons that we might better understand
ourselves and the world around us.. I understand that we must
protect ourselves and others. I only asked that we temper our
actions and the decisions we make with love, for all things have
the potential for good as well as evil and life should be
cherished wherever it is found. It is a practice of tolerance
and compassion and one I study every day. Perhaps, when this is
all over, you might wish to visit with the Forestal and Green
Lady, mother of a bard of our acquaintance it so happens, of a
wood I know of in this world. They hold much wisdom and a deep
reverence for life and can teach these things along with the
druids and bards there. If you are ever interested please let me
know.” “In the meanwhile, whatever follows we should armor you.
My magical scalemail was wrought in Alfheim and holds strong
enchantment upon it, unfortunately it is too small for you,
Raban, and too big for Fremea. Kiet has chosen chainmail but if
he, or anyone else, feels that my magical armor will do them
some good then please feel free to wear it.
As for those who remain unarmored, Raban for example, I can
craft temporary armor for you right now. My magics are low and
I must rest to restore them but if any wish me to do so now,
before the morning, then let me know and I will call forth the
stuff of shadows.”
GM: Ack.
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From Raban: [Re: Reply to Arawn]
Raban listens and tries to understand his strange friend, but it
is difficult.
"A druid is a cultural treasure, an embodiment of everything
that culture tries to be or knows. Such a being gave its
childhood up to learn things most adults cannot comprehend and
gave its future to returning such knowledge to its people. To
assault such a one is a crime punished by death. They are Judges
and Law givers whose wisdom is beyond reproach. A Bard is
expected to obey a Druid in all things as his role is to assist
the Druid in teaching the people what they need to know. To keep
the culture's history and wisdom alive through story and song.
As a follower of Miryan of the Courts of Cernunnos, the Sidh are
usually my allies in most things, so even though you are a Druid
of a different Culture, you are one I am required to assist at
need. Because there are differences, I am allowed some choice
in following your orders even to disobey ones that cross my
teachings. So I am in a difficult spot, when should I assume
your wisdom was inadequate enough that what you ask me to do
can be ignored? I am toldI am a bit slow in understanding, so
perhaps I will find a way to balance this later, but all I can
do now is to weigh your 'requests' against the risks to others
as I have been doing. I am not one who enjoys hurting others, I
much prefer a more peaceable solution. But I cannot tolerate
anyone hurting a woman, even though my goddess does not always
require that of me. That has always gotten me into trouble, but
to me it is worth the costs, and this mission is no exception.
These ladies have embarked on a dangerous mission and though
more formidable than any I have known before, they still need
my protection. If nothing else, those who are attacking me are
not hurting them. But I am quickly finding, there are limits to
how long I can keep a quantity of enemies away from them without
having to hurt them. I am being forced to seriously hurt them,
even kill them because that is easier and quicker to do than
knocking them out. It will need much meditation and prayer to
cleanse this stain from my heart. And worse I have asked for
better armor to make it possible for me to do even more harm!
But I do not see any other way to do what is needed, I cannot
allow myself to fail yet I cannot dodge every attack. So I ask
for a means to make myself into an unstoppable juggernaut! More
so than that poor metal man that so frightened others, I risk
becoming a true monster. Maybe the difficulty in getting such
armor shows that I should not have it, that letting myself be
hurt will remind me what I am doing to others?"
"So this is really what I ask of you, in your wisdom, can I be
allowed such defenses? To better allow me to stain my hands with
the blood of others? Is this mission worth such risks?"
<Poor Raban he thinks he is becoming a monster? But them most
who see an 8' tall man already thinks so, no matter how handsome
he is.> <8' 403 lbs should keep him as a lien dancer build? He
is far stronger than he looks. Its hard to picture his appearance
and be sure I have the right weight for his height and build. Not
too many 8' humans to compare with and 'Hulks' appearance would
require far more weight.>
GM: Ack.
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From Kiet: [Re: Reply to Arawn]
< Sensing the frustration and anger seething within Kiet Arawn
regarded him calmly and lovingly.>
<Kiet's thinking: Oh, yeah...THAT took skill to sense that...>
Kiet "Hey, I have an idea! Let's let our armor-clad Alfar
friend take point for the rest of our time on this floating rock
pile?"
GM: Ack.
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From Fremea: [Re: Actions]
Fremea smiles at Kiet and nods her head, "Though I thank you for
your help in keeping some away from me, I do wish you would not
destroy yourself in doing so." Her smile is even bigger now.
"Mostly so that I may have more fun later, it would be a shame
to lose you now that you found us."
She only wishes that she could trust any of these people more, as
she still does not know what any of their intentions are. It seems
Arawn, with his understanding of courts and Sidh ways, seems at a
lose on how to work with people in the Middle world. This could
be a major flaw that he is always trying to learn where sometimes,
doing is better and the best way to learn, rather than talking.
Z'leyra has so much to give and yet almost seems to not keep
anything for herself, which could cost her everything in the end.
Raban, big, destructive and just too soft, does not even know
where he wants to go, just follows who he thinks needs more
protection than himself. Kiet, anonymous to all, just like
herself, and yet gives so much away with his emotions and
outburts. He could be very good at what she does, yet her master
would have flogged him so hard he might have died from it.
Chion, and Unali, both of the stealthy ways, yet Chion seems
to work to get away from it and Unali just hides so no one really
sees her. It seems there are too many possible issues with telling
anyone of her goals right now, though hopefully she will learn
more up here than at any Inn or on the road going some where.
"I will watch for traps or other possible hidden places as we
explore."
GM: Ack.
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From Arawn: [Re: Reactions to others]
"It is good to know that you strive for peaceful resolutions to
situations, Raban. As to when to cross a line, to fight or talk,
it is not always an easily definable line. Life is a precious
thing but we cannot deny death its due. Both are part of the
great cycle, for all life subsists on the lives of other things.
The hunter eats his prey just as the prey feeds on the lives of
plants. It is not an issue of whether an action is right or
wrong, it is an issue of motivation, why we choose the action.
If I were to tell you that a man violently slaughtered a group
of women in his home, how do you judge that? Did he do wrong? If
he lured them there and forced himself upon them before killing
them he would be condemned. But what if they had broken into his
home and attempted to kill him and his family out of jealousy?
Now is he in the wrong?
In either situation the women died, the difference wasn't in
the man's choice of action but why he did it, his motivation. One
was selfish, fueled by lust and violence, while the other was
done out of a need to protect himself and his loved ones.
"You, like all of us, have motivations. Do you know your
priorities? Do you know why you do what you do, on deep level?
You seek to protect women above all others, so it seems. Why?
Do you cherish them above all, if so, why?
Or do you seek penance for something in your past that haunts
you? Are you protecting them because you've yet to resolve this?
Aren't all things, or at least men versus women, deserving the
same level of respect, protection, and love? Is a man or child
truly less deserving of your protection than a woman?
Or is it that you feel that women are weak? Strength comes in
many packages, not just in our arms and legs.
It could be one of the above, a mix, or none at all but ask
yourself why you make the decisions that you do and then after
finding the answer, dig deeper to find the root emotion behind
it, the motivation and prioritize them. Raban, the saying goes,
we all have two wolves within us, one good- love, hope,
compassion, truth, and wisdom- and one bad - anger, hate,
jealousy, resentment, and deceit. These wolves fight daily,
who wins depends on which wolf you choose to feed. if you still
seek penance I suggest you ponder my words and decide if you
truly need it. In my mind I do not think so but only you can
remove the stain on your heart and free the voices of your past.
All anyone else can do is offer you the tools to aid you in this,
they cannot free you from yourself.
As to whether or not to armor yourself, there is no wrong in it.
All things fight for their lives, do so knowing that you are
striving to do good things and to protect those who cannot
protect themselves and you must be armed and armored- physically,
spiritually, and morally- when you must face a challenge and have
no recourse but to fight. Choose your actions knowing your
motivations, focus on love and respect for life, remain
principled and you should have little reason to doubt your
choice of actions." Arawn paused and smiled quietly,
"I do not know if my words are eloquent enough for you, if my
message has been properly worded, but when this is done, if you
are not in a hurry, there are some you might wish to study with.
In the forests to the west lies a Sacred Forest guarded by a
Forestal, a Green Lady, and an Archdruid and his disciples,
including a Bard that is friend to us. They are dedicated to
the Court of Life, the Neutral Path, and in that place all life
is sacred. They can teach more than I think I will be able to.
Let me know if you wish to travel there and I will happily
sponsor you before them."
Arawn can cast Shadow Sculpt to create armor for Raban (and
anyone else who feels they need it. I think eveyone else is
armored but I'm not sure about Fremea. Does Fremea need any
armor?). I can create any armor for you as I'm almost an EL 80
armorer. The armor will last 2 days minimum and I can craft up
to 2 shadow items still (might be more now but I'd have to
check). Arawn is low on mana but if you don't want to wait until
morning he'll cast it now. Let me know what you decide (or if
anyone else needs some).
[*** Raban's email part deleted ***]
Based on Kiet's proposal Arawn will take point if the others wish
but will go along with the groups decisions, opting for the most
practical approach to things.
Beyond that, if Chion or anyone else comments on the ring Arawn
mentioned and is willing to travel down Arawn will readily join
them. Also, might snuff some candles in the chandalier if anyone
in the party is skilled with Magical Theory or something similiar
and thinks it would be safe to do so without triggering more
traps (arawn still thinks the candles might be linked to wards
around the place).
"I am fine with that, Kiet," Arawn said as he rose to his feet.
"Though I wonder if you ask out of anger or practicality," he
added calmly as he walked away.
GM: Ack. Keep in mind the ring and all that was posted in Chion's
events are known to the party. He never actually touched or
inspected the object around her neck. So you know what she may
have worn. Also keep in mind teleporting up and down is costly
for simple trips and mana may need to be saved as some in the
party tapped out show. :) Don't forget the shadow armor would
have issues in various area.
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From Chion: [Re: Comments to Fremea]
Cion looks at Fremea and says in a shallow tone, "I wonder if
I will ever fully understand how will, conscience, and ambition
are made to collide. For now I am happy that my friends are
breathing. I wonder what his final words mean "at last I am
free". That interests me more than all this bickering about
intentions and courts of other realms."
GM: Ack.
-------------------
From Kiet: [Re: Reply to Caladan]
To Caladan: "My talents are not limited to sword point catching...
(grin). Do you remember that little blue ball we saw at the
entryway? That was me...I used it to unobtrusively look around
a bit. It's how I also knew that there was someone in this room
before we entered it."
GM: Ack.
-------------------
From Fremea: [Re: Reply to Chion/Arawn]
Fremea quietly responds to Chion, "Yes, it does seem very odd
that would be said as the last words. I have heard many last words
before, though no one ever was happy to be dead. I would say that
it is important you stick close to many of the others in case an
emergency teleport is needed. I am also beginning to wonder why
your elder sent us all here. I know it was because he 'wanted'
to know about this place, though I have suspected something more,
I just don't know what, as I am still really learning about
living my own life."
"Thank you for your concern Arawn, though my armor is in very
good condition at this time. If there is a need, I will be glad
to accept later."
GM: Ack.
-------------------
From Raban: [Re: In reply to Arawn again]
<oops I missed changing to the list before sending! For some
reason it thinks reply is just to the person.>
Raban "We are safe enough for the moment, save your magic for
emergencies, I can wait a while longer. So there is magic to
craft armor from Shadows? That is not one I have heard of before,
but then my magic knowledge is quite limited. If it is an easy
one to do, could it also make a bow strong enough to use my
strength? I have worked on such myself but so far my skill has
not been up to making one strong enough.
I suspect wood alone is not enough and I am unskilled with
working metals. Of course bows have not been very useful here,
so likely it is of no import. I thank you for sharing your
wisdom, there is much I need to learn."
Raban smiles. "I have tried Elven bows and found they are
wonderful things that seem to help you pull them, but my teacher's
bow was no stronger than I could make from wood. If I could find
an Elven Boyer that could make one as strong as I would like, it
would be a true miracle as anyone could pull it. Still they would
be more likely to have the skill needed than most and the Elven
magic may allow a wooden bow to reach such strength. I tried a
ballista once, just to see how strong they were and found it was
a bit weaker than I would like and it was made of steel. So I
continued to work on my own crafting, and asking in various
places when I remember too do so. I think it would take me some
time to learn the differences to using an elven bow as well so it
would not help right now, but I do thank you for the generous
offer." <Raban has a 'light' WSB+2 longbow now, he would like
one about 3 times that ;) more if magical. Thats only about 300
more expertise in Boyer before Raban can make it, just lots of
practice!> <Rule check: Elf bows need no min strength but that
does not give them a higher WSB, standard Elf Bow is WSB+2. And
heavy elf bows are rule breakers since anyone could pull WSB+8
that way! Bow damage depends on WSB and skill, not the user
strength so it is very important to use one as strong as you
can pull. On a side note, specific skill matters and Elf Bow is
Bow? not Longbow so greatly lowers Raban's skill.> <Of course
there is the big question... do the arrows survive being fired
or or do they just get cut in half by the bowstring? LOL>
GM: Ack. Not sure what your asking here on the rule. But When
get time and not so bogged down will study it.
-------------------
From Arawn: [Re: Reply to Raban again]
Arawn can cast Shadow Sculpt to create armor for Raban (and
anyone else who feels they need it. I think eveyone else is
armored but I'm not sure about Fremea. Does Fremea need any
armor?). I can create any armor for you as I'm almost an EL 80
armorer. The armor will last 2 days minimum and I can craft up
to 2 shadow items still might be more now but I'd have to check).
Arawn is low on mana but if you don't want to wait until morning
he'll cast it now. Let me know what you decide (or if anyone else
needs some). <Not in RP so cant respond? But Raban can wait,
likely he has more HP than many even now.>
"I am somewhat drained from our recent activities but I can
craft the shadow armor now if you wish. Otherwise I can conjure
it after we have rested and are refreshed. Let me know what you
wish."</red>
GM: Ack.
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[New Stuff]
GM: Due to the length and amount of posts above I've put it into
this one file. You can check above to see if you have comments
from me on your posted stuff. The next post is just the
dialogue in the same fashion but with introspections and other
comments not posted or posted from others not shown. Its a
bit redundant to read and wade through but it might contain
something you missed. The 3rd post is the exploration
details.
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